Close your eyes, clear your heart, let it go...

I haven’t talked about it with pretty much anyone because I don’t want to talk about it, but I feel very ignored as a result. And I know it’s my own fault. There isn’t really a way to win with me right now. If you ignore it, I don’t feel validated. If you talk about it, I get upset. 

I feel angry pretty much all the time. And angry for the wrong reasons and at the wrong people. I see how unreasonable I’m being in the moment, but it doesn’t seem to stop me from reacting. I’m trying to stop pushing everyone away but it’s really difficult and sometimes I want them to push back and other times I feel smothered when they try. 

#pointless post #but #meh

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  1. thoughtsandfingertips reblogged this from creatingaquietmind
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  3. rthreep reblogged this from intangiblenymph and added:
    YEPPPPP
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  5. m3lissz said: I totally relate to this. I love you even though I don’t know you and whenever if ever you want to talk to an outsider, or insider (all the same) I am here <3
  6. blueallonsy reblogged this from creatingaquietmind and added:
    This is EXACTLY how I feel right now…
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  8. mydearpenpal said: You should be angry! I think the way you feel is a Completely normal response for all the hurt u must be feeling.
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  10. damnitnatalie said: :c I know how you feel. Sometimes it’s simply hard to exist.
  11. philosofly said: I’ll let you push me away, but only if you use your butt… I mean.. uhhh… ;-)
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