Close your eyes, clear your heart, let it go...

I never used to be like this, you know? I am the happy one, the nice one, the boringly normal one. This is not who I am. How did I get here? Why do I have so many excuses? Why can I move on but not let go of the baggage? Why do I insist on dragging it around with me? Why am I typing out my feelings at 2am when I know I’ll just end up regretting it? Why would I expect anything different than what I’m feeling when I brought myself here? Why can’t I just SHUT UP and stop vocalizing every stupid thought that goes through my mind? Why can’t I be the nice, quiet girl I used to be? When will I learn how to calm my mind? 

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