Close your eyes, clear your heart, let it go...

I have maybe two people in my life that I tell things to. And while I’m so grateful for them, lately I feel like they carry such a heavy burden by being close to me. I offer my happy, carefree self to 99% of the people I meet and reserve my sadness, guilt, and anger for these two people. And I hate myself for it, you know? I mean, these are my favorite people and I am such a downer for them anymore. I need to find a way to deal with more things on my own before they get tired of always dealing with me.

#I know what people will want to say to this but don't disagree #I am right on this one

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  4. texasbornandraised reblogged this from creatingaquietmind and added:
    I didn’t do this quick enough…
  5. awordin said: I do that too and feel the same way about it. And I don’t know how to change it, either. Like what do you do, just turn on all your “happy” friends like, “BEHOLD EMOTIONAL TRAUMAAAA!” one day??
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    STORY OF MY LIFE DAMMIT
  10. fearlessfreedom11 said: createagreatmind.org it’ll teach you how to better mange yourself and help you emotionally grow.
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  12. texasbornandraised said: I’m right there with you. Except I just tell one person. I feel really bad about it…
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  15. jaynedanger said: I am the same way with my mom and bestie. I hardly ever get to see them, but when I do, all the bad stuff pours out after I run out of good news. I feel bad leaving them that burden, then leaving them again.
  16. tsenniche said: shower those people with love. E>
  17. used2thepain said: I had one person who I could talk to. now they are too busy and don’t need me anymore. and i just am giving up telling them anything anymore. my fault for relying on them so much.
  18. samiholloway said: I know the feeling. I think it’s part and parcel of being introverted. You’re not the only one with this issue, if it helps any!
  19. ccourtneyy said: I feel your pain.